I made my choice

"I did it, i made my choice and i lost. I do not regret." ~Heat DDS2



I was heavily inspired by the song "Nichts von alledem(tut mir leid)" [link] from "Rosenstolz" and of course from the game Digital Devil Saga 2.
You know, there is this scene, where Heat dies and... he says, that he does not regret... i love this scene <3 To not regret until the very end... simply amazes me. Some may think, this is wrong, but i think, it shows proof of an strong mind. To stand for what you did, no matter what, never run away... i wish, i would be that strong to.

So, here we have Konna in the typical DDS-Uniform, behind her fire, smoke and destruction. Sometimes, it`s the best, to leave everything behind you, even if it hurts. Just like in the picture, she leaves the "past" behind her, she made her choice to look forward and she does not regret. I had to do so too. I got heavily hurt many years ago... i started to leave everything behind and... i know, it was for my best, even if it still hurts. I do not regret. I want to look forward and simply forget about the past.

I`m rather proud of this one, since i don`t draw anthros very often *g*
And the bg, doesn`t it look awesome?
You know, it is hard to do glow-effects traditionally, you can`t push the "undo-button" or something, if you do a mistake XD

Done with Copic Multiliners, Copic Ciaos, Pastell-crayon and white ink

Uniform-design c. by Atlus/Ghostlight
Konna and drawing c. by me

Go and have the lyrics of the song:

Du tust mir nicht gut
Tust mir nur weh
Trittst in mein Herz bis ich schrei
Du tust mir nicht gut
Machst mich kaputt
Doch nichts von alledem tut mir leid
Nichts von alledem tut mir leid